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We have found that beyond the Tree of Life we have the powers from which all things are made and exist and evolve. Everything is made, exists, and evolves in LIFE NOW and TIME.

LIFE NOW and TIME created everything, and we can contact them if we obey their rules. If you can bang together something resembling a pure heart the Eternal Trinity is ever available. I don’t mean one has to go wobbling round with a pure heart all the time, that would be somewhat fatal.

In the Abramelin system one is made aware of the essence of life that one is and with it we find the Eternal Now without whose permission no God can be invoked, and no spirit commanded.

We use meditation to find the essence of ourselves which is life, the life that is in us and everywhere.

Jesus gives eternal life, because he is eternal life and that life is in everything. When we contact the life within ourselves, we have access to the essence of all life, Jesus: sorry fellas but that’s the way it is, nobody gets to NOW (GOD) except through him, the essence of us all.

It is through our individual life that we reach Eternal Life, the life in everything. We can therefore use our own life to influence all life, specifically and generally, and that is High Magick. We can ask Jesus/Life to intercede on our behalf with the Eternal Now that is God, and that is mysticism.

Having invoked Life, Now, and Time, and had our work sanctioned, we can go on to invoke whatever we choose in the certain knowledge that we can call on the essence of Life to get us out of it. There is no devil in Hell that is not subservient to the life within it, if that Power is called upon.

The important point is that one must call upon that Power to intercede, if you don’t call upon the essence of life then matters will take their course, the usual madness and death, better luck next time.

I know this from experience.

I have invoked dodgy stuff that has obsessed me and damn near driven me crazy, and I have gone through weeks of mental and emotional agony before it dawned on me to invoke Life and the giver of life to help me out of it - and he helps. He promised that he would, “he that believeth on me shall have eternal life”.

It is Jesus the Son of Now that restores the harmony of the equal armed cross, whose power is love, the greatest of all powers.

I used to be quite keen on planetary spirits particularly Venus and Jupiter but I found that invoking the Thelemic trinity Life Time and Now was all that I needed. I therefore became a Gnostic Christian and a bit of a bore. In the end I realised that the powers of creation were ours to play with.

The important thing that one finds indispensable is E. Qaballa, we need it to get around the Astral and make sure everything is what it claims to be. If its number does not make sense try it with a visualization of an equal armed cross, and if necessary dump it with a pentagram.

It’s best not to bother the powers of the Trinity if we can avoid it, it’s a matter of personal PRIDE=68=JESUS, LIFE.

For the purpose of the work one must, for the duration of the work, have a pure heart, anything else is sorcery, and sorcery drives you nuts, because one is using one’s own personal energy to invoke a spirit and when that energy runs out so do you! Unless one invokes the Spirit of Life; but if one could do that one would not be a sorcerer in the first place. The spirits that sorcerers invoke will persuade you that you are going through all kinds of initiations and consequently all kinds of powers but the truth is they’re as big an arsehole as they ever were, or worse, they haven’t got the charity of a slug. As a man is so he sees, as Blake said.

One cannot talk to God, no matter what name he is using to define himself. In my years of meditation I found that the mind is stuck dumb by the presence of his truth which is only his shadow. One could not see God and live, I know. I saw the truth and barely survived, and that was only for about a tenth of a second, any longer and I could not have survived.

One cannot see God and live, let alone talk to him. The only way we can talk to God/Now is through the intermediary of Jesus/Life, life positively identified as Jesus.

These are the real secrets of the Book of the Law without an understanding of which is like playing with a jig saw puzzle with a blindfold on, no matter what shape you make it won’t make any sense because you have absolutely no way of knowing what the picture is supposed to be, or even that there is a picture at all hidden in the apparently disparate shapes in one’s hands. You must get your reality hat on first before you can play with the unfolding of creation.

Only by having one’s mind burned out by its complexity can one understand its simplicity.

There will be those among you who will sneer at these words, and clutching your lager to your bosom (or whatever other religious symbol you worship), burp, fart, and grunt, and wander off to enjoy whatever you can use to hide away from your mortality; but it is true of you too. In eternity there is no grace or guilt, we will all get there in the end, because every single one of us, is the END: the manifestation of Nuit.

To apprehend these mysteries you must approach them with your mind, soul, body, and spirit, and with a pure heart. A heart purified by being heated by life’s ordeals and beaten on the anvil of experience into a vessel that is capable of containing the Love of God that is Jesus Christ. God is Love.

These are not ideas or thoughts that are negotiable. What I write I have seen, and I know, and if my Heart may be judged to be true, then these words are true.