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SUN + VENUS Sun + Venus = 107 at first sight one would be inclined to assume that this formula refers to man + woman but 107 has no suggestion that man is involved at all. 1 = WOMAN 0 = RA HOOR KHUT 7 = GODDESS O. This ritual which is the union of this universe with heaven is the formula of two women invoking. Actually symbolically it is 100 because 0=7=O. There is the active female 1 passive 7 and the Goddess between them, the source of all creation 0. The Zero generates the woman and the virgin, this is the beginning of creation. The pain of division has created 1 and 7. 1+7=8=Infinity or Nothing by the book. Z=8. The unity of woman 1 and the virgin 7 gives their unity Z this is an N on its side : in N the pillars are vertical denoting passage between Heaven and earth and Earth and heaven symbolised by the diagonal line. The Z is a similar concept except it is Power which moves between the two states which retains eternity or infinity or Nothing.

This formula cannot create man, it is the eternal formula 108 produces man, where woman and infinite unite. Woman unites with the virgin and together they produce infinity 1+0+7=8. 108 = 9 = K. These unions in no way affect the status of the archetypes they remain the same regardless of what they decide to become, they become something different but the original source remains unchanged. The thing that is interesting about 107 is that it symbolises Sun+Venus. Both of them partake of Zero, it is what they create that is interesting. 107 = 1+7 = 8 recombining 107 + 8 = 115 = MERCURY. The philosopher’s Mercury. The woman and virgin united give the philosopher’s mercury which can be used to create anything by recombining with Sun and Venus. This is done by consuming the mercury produced by their union. The Alchemy of their bodies will turn the mercury in either Gold 1 or silver 7 although Gold is signified by 26 = GOLD 2+6=8 and is the result of the first union between 1 and 7.

But what of Fortuna 41 = her. 107+41=148 = unity of the child or Death to infinity which is the result of the continuous production of children. From the centre we get the Four i.e. God? gives the infinite woman which is the Christian view, caused by the intervention of the Cross. If we bring Fortuna into the formula it makes way for the Christian view of creation in 148 where 1 woman is reduced to the power of the Holy GHost but it is a perversion of a formula.148 = 14:8 Infinite birth & death = 1:48 The child 48 born of woman = 1:4:8 The woman bears the child.1:4:8 The 4 letter of God creates the infinite woman or he creates a woman and infinity seen as a double helixed serpent, man does not exist anywhere at this point of creation 1+4+8=13 the number of woman in 3 or the 3 in one. The father 4 the Son 8 and the Holy Ghost but it doesn’t work. In 148 we have the woman 1 and the child 48. The 41=HER the woman the cross or the woman of the four Isis Fortuna = IF unites with 107 to give a woman and child.

What does 107 produce magically and how?1+0+7=8, they produce infinity, a new infinity, if they add this infinity to their state they create 107+8=115=Mercury they create the hermaphrodite Mercury which is a discrete power in its own right. At this point we have 1 = woman 0 = Nothing (Ra Hoor Khut) 7 = Virgin115 = Mercury If this Mercury is added to the 107 we get 107+115=222 that is three Leo’s, three forms of power. It is obvious that if a woman is added to this triune power we get 222 + 46 = 268 which is infinite Gold. This formula as a practical basis requires that the woman unites with the virgin to give Mercury. In which state they remain until they can reabsorb the mercury to give 222 but then another woman must appear to make gold. This is a very uncertain process so I think it wise to get back to the mercury and Sun + Venus. The combined 222 formula should produce the rest of the planets. Remove NOUGHT/SILVER/VENOM = 77 from 222-77=145=NEPTUNE. I don’t see how this can work because in 222 we are dealing with pure energy which can only give 2+2+2 = 6 = LAW or 2x2x2 = 8 = infinity. All the combinations give 6 and 8 68 = JESUS = CHANGE or 6+8 = 14 = Death or woman bearing the cross or phallus N. The creation of life on earth is seen spiritually as the perpetuation of death, because all things born are condemned to death but ’’NONE (= DEATH = 60) breathed the light’’ so death created the stars and two.

MAN = 36Man is the manifestation of the law of the 3 Goddesses 3+6=9=K which is woman as God (1 and T)3x6=18=F is infinite woman From this then, man creates an unstable universe as 9 is the number of illusion as 1 or 10 are the numbers of stability. If mankind did not exist then neither would the universe as it needs instability to continue its existence. Yet man is the instrument of woman. He is the individualised aspect of a part of the will of the Goddess or woman. It is the fact that he is only an aspect of woman that gives him his power the fact that he is illusion gives him movement and direction whereas woman who is 46 = 10 is stable. A reflection of the divine Goddess she can only enact the will of the Goddess and as the Goddess is perfect she too must emulate that perfection by being as beautiful as possible and reproduce i.e. create as the Goddess creates, but man has no such perfection and he knows it, he must forever strive towards whatever his mother considers the path to perfection. Woman is responsible for the will of man not the other way round. It is man’s imperfection that gives him his power, he perpetually seeks the ONE to make him 9+1=10 whole. He sees this ONE in many disguises and being of illusion himself he cannot discriminate between real and unreal. The idea of oneness he sees as being all powerful so he seeks power instead of woman ‘‘ever unto me’’ is ignored in his lust to mend his inadequacy, he marries but proceeds to ignore the source of his salvation and continues his silly lust for power but when he succeeds he lays his success at the feet of a woman who invariably scorns him because of his ignorance.

Light is a spinning corpuscle ‘‘O winged snake of light’’ Wheels = 64 = LINE LIGHT BLUE N (as upside down U) goes from earth to earth it is death U goes from heaven to heaven it is you A is woman O is the Goddess T is God G is the break in the circle of eternity. 10 becomes GL is the beginning of creation Goddess beholds GoddessW is the creation of man W=3 36 is man i.e. the law(6) of 3. H is the symbol of the division for love’s sake but from the beginning with A has its final division at HS is the first particle of matter, the first idea. D = 6 = law the line and the crescent all things consist of either lines or crescents. 7=O The number of the Goddess again indicating creation by her number 7 an L upside down. The 7 and an L make + of the cross the ultimate symbol of creation the woman arched for love with her image.

Crowley made a mistake in interpreting the Goddess arched for love with a man she is arched for a woman Nuit & Hadit are both female. When woman is possessed by the Goddess she too grows a phallus and unites with her image which also grows an actual other sex organ, that is neither phallus or kteis but has the nature of both of them and yet transcends them. It is only when the Goddess is awakened in a woman that this other sex organ is manifest, it can only be invoked with another woman. The L and 7 are the woman Goddess arched for love, she is always arched for love such is her eternal passion. The sex organ has the shape of the cobra’s head present upon the forehead of Egyptian deities. The female because they possess this mystery and the male because he partakes of it. W is two Ls joined or an L and a 7 to produce the beginning of creation.
A_ is woman, the first woman alone still and unmoved.
L_ is the woman awakened and arched for love her power and passion are such that she creates her image with which she can join
W_ This is the woman Goddess conjoined with her image The woman and her image become actualised
H_ and make love to each other, this creates a God
S_ This is woman and woman united in their love dream their Goddess sex aroused to the full pitch of its majesty to produce something else Something else awakens between the legs of the Goddess the S is the beginning of maleness. This new sexuality creates man
D_ The Goddess now understands her secret, the serpent is erect within her the ) is the Goddess arched for love and the straight line is the erect serpent that is woman. This power creates LAW = 6 = D The word LAW resumes the first three letters of the alphabet of the Goddess and has its synthesis in 6 = D = LAW
O_ = 7 Is again the Goddess arched for love but at the same time fulfilled by her image to create he universe O = Nothing = PISCES = )-( 1 0 = 7)-( symbolises creation as does O the Goddess united for love’s sake and by their passion the universe is created
Z_ again they are united but now there is no separate identity their Goddess sex has become one they create eternity by their union Z = 8 = Infinity 8 = Nothing the union of two Zero’s
K_ = 9 is made up of 1 (straight line) = WOMAN and T (slightly rotated) which is God The creation of illusion, the woman creating God from her yoni, the position of the T is at the yoni of the straight line i.e. K. In performing this act she creates the world.
V_ is the world. Now woman is conjoined with woman so that they only have one yoni to express her power it is all she needs for the whole of manifestation = 200
G_ Again the circle is broken by her dream, she is again tossed in the ecstasy of her passion, now her image is perfect G = 11 which is two perfect women
R_ is these two women united again but as one woman and her character her power this is symbolised by 12 the letter R consists of 1 and 2 where 2 = LEO The woman leading the lion
C_ = 13 - Having the nature of woman 1 and the Goddess conjoined with the Goddess within her. 13 is the number of the moon.
N_ (U upside down) Is the Goddess united with the earth to create death = N Nun etc = 14 woman and 4 is the female Christ crucified 4 on the cross of matter that gives death, but this crucifixion is union with Goddess and Goddess. The woman Priestess wracked with the ecstasy of the Goddess conjoined with the Goddess within her that overpowers her and kills her.
Y_ =15 this is the resurrected Goddess woman the L is on her head the horns of the Goddess possessed woman. Y=15 1 = woman 5 = pentagram The High priestess is dead to herself and yet she is herself more than she has ever been before
J_ =16 Here we have the unity of woman creating magically. J consists of a straight line and a backwards curve. This is L reversed, the power of the Goddess is under the power of woman J=16 = 1=woman 6=law this is the law of woman she has usurped the power of the Goddess to masturbate a creation of her own, this is her intent, she takes her yoni in her fingers and awakens the Goddess into life but the Goddess will not leave her and she must return again and again to the shrine until 16 becomes
17U_ =17 which is L and 1 the situation is reversed and the woman becomes possessed by the power of the Goddess that she has tried to possess and she awakens the woman’s essential nature. U comes from above and returns to above U = 17 = HAWK
F_ =18 Is the symbol for the 1woman of eternity8 consisting of two Ls upside down. The Goddess is arched and unite totally in 1 woman i.e. F = .. and ..: : :the infinite all potential Goddess. The number 8 also resumes this unity of Zero’s in this woman.
Q_ =19. This is ideographic of the Goddess’s yoni O filled with the Goddess sex. The letter of Magick note that the hole is bigger than the Goddess sex it is not the male phallus, but the sex of the Goddess that enters her yoni to create illusion. 1 = woman K is the Goddess woman within her which create illusion and magical transformation.
B_ =20 This is the ecstasy of the two women conjoined to create manifestation. B breaks down to 13 = C Again she is arched for love and at the same time it is within her. Nuit dividing for her manifestation. B is Had = 11 = 1+1 but it is more than this and all of this Manifestation =200. The perfected woman or the lion = 2 woman O or Goddess O Goddess of Passion.
M_ =21 This is the Lion 2 possessing woman consisting of 1 V and 1 she has created the V of the world from the union of woman and woman 1’.’1. The V comes from above possesses the world and returns to above ’’The half of the word of Heru Ra Ha’’ half of Abrahadabra is M ABRA HAD ABRA LGM 1V1O R 3 WYX
X_ =22 Again we have the two Goddesses arched in love but now they are two Lion Goddesses, pure spirit creating pure power 2 = LEO X = )( L and L conjoined in the mystery of the great ordeal or what OR gives to one = DEAL the deal of OR at the centre of our creation
I_ =23 This letter consists of two Ts i.e. T and :- woman creating two Gods. The women united in their act of creating the universe. There is the dominant woman above and the submissive woman below the idea of equals expressed by H etc has now resolved into a positive and negative Goddess which by their union create a
T_ =24 T=24=GOD. This is woman _ extended vastly in her power, her Goddess sex is as big as herself she has absorbed the lesser Goddess unto her in her passion. 2 = LEO 4 the created God of H filled with the female passion of the lion 2.
E_ =25 The lion 2 and the pentagram, the supreme and magnificent Goddess container and sustainer of all things, the three women ___ possessed by a fourth :Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces united in one woman. This is woman menstruating possessed as she is by all Goddesses at once E is L or :. and ._ or (- the latter resumption of the woman arched ready and erect with her power
P_ =26 The law of the lion2 or Lion Law symbolised by P where the woman’s mind is filled with the arched power of the Goddess, the law of the lion filled by the lust and passion of Leo. She is all potential, still again and ready but her passion sated. At the end of her love dream that has been manifested she has become 2+6 = 8 infinity o combined with o the end of the cycle at the centre of LGMOR3YX. The P at the still centre of creation asleep and unaware of herself and yet at the same time possessed of the leonic lust that will soon awaken her from her dream. The dream is manifestation and yet when she awakens she creates manifestation. When she is awake she dreams and when she sleeps she dreams because she is alone, both dreams create the world and universe, she excretes the universe from her yoni in her love dream.

There is no man in creation. Man is the created one created by a woman to fulfil her dream. A man is a woman conjoined with her image made law = 36 which is W D and actualised in one entity that is man. The sex of the Goddess without her power of creation. The sex of the Goddess can beget children on the sex of woman to reproduce and produce a child, the unity of the idealised vision of the Goddess, all men are dreams of the Goddess created by woman to created children where woman and woman create Gods. GOLD has O L at its centre manifesting G and D. O is the Goddess L is her arched for love D is LAW and G the beginning of creation.

9 is the number of man 36 = MAN 3+6=9=K. As I have said K is a 1 and T combined. It is the woman incomplete. She contains the will of the Goddess that becomes a God but he is only a God in as much as the Goddess has created him. Man’s total desire and lust for a woman exemplifies this incompleteness. A woman is complete in that she has both the vagina and the pure phallus of her clitoris. This is not the clitoris as man understands it but the erect and virile lusting member of the Goddess awakened in woman symbolised by the lion Leo.

The Phallus of the Goddess has the power to create worlds. It is the power of manifestation. ‘‘HAD the manifestation of Nuit’’ note the MAN in manifestation, the making of Man and Had is that manifestation. HAD = 4 1 6 Had can never be and has no symbolism whatsoever of a man. Man is an illusion created by the passion of the Goddess for the Goddess he is the expression of that lust. When K manifests alone it is man when with another number it expresses the Goddess concealed. 79 and 97 are these illusions 79 is the Goddess beholding Goddess in all their power their clitori erected by the dew(=34=LEO) of the lion 34 LEO. The sun partakes of this illusion of maleness. As the male phallus fertilises woman and gives her a child so the phallus the Goddess fertilises woman and makes her divine. Only when the Serpent of woman is fully awake can she express the total power of the Goddess. MY = MAN = OUR. OUR is the ritual of the three Goddesses O U and R which are 7 17 and 12. Uniting 7 and 17 = 24 God. The two Goddesses produce a God which is R or 12 women and the lion. The three images are The virgin The virgin adult woman create The woman leading the lion. Strength or lust in the Tarot pack. Woman does

Philosopher’s stone or the elixir of life that is the product of her union with the lion she has herself created.

AL2,23 ‘‘I AM ALONE there is no God where I am’’ but there are three Goddesses expressed in Alone. AL = 3 ONE = WOMAN. There are no Gods but three supreme Goddesses.
ARIES = 66 The law is the law
TAURUS = 76 The Goddess’s law
GEMINI = 117 Hawk-headed woman
CANCER = 78 The infinite Goddess
LEO = 34 The Goddess expressed as God or 4 +
VIRGO = The law of the three Goddesses
LIBRA = 58 The infinite pentagram
SCORPIO = 93 The illusion that the three Goddesses are a God
SAGITTARIUS = 146 The unity of woman
CAPRICORN = 121 The lord of the Zodiac two women leading the lion
AQUARIUS = 95 The God of the pentagram
PISCES = 97 The Goddess manifesting as God
SUN = 36 The three Goddesses manifesting their law as man
MOON = 49 The illusion of the 4
MERCURY = 115
VENUS = 71 Goddess woman
MARS = 39 The power of the Goddesses
SATURN = 73 The Goddess divided for love’s sake
NEPTUNE = 145 Count the number of the man MAN = 36 The sum of the numbers 1-36 = 666 which is two-thirds of 1 as 0.666 leaving 333 + 1 to unity 666 in EQ is the law in all three planes6+6+6=18 Infinite woman3+6 = 9 = K Is woman 1 as God T, the God woman expressed as MAN K MAN=36=3+6=9=K and the Sun. The Sun and Man are outwardly male but their power is female from Ra Hoor Khut.