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GODDESS#15

With numbers having two digits where the second one is 1 signifies a woman having the nature of the number preceding it thus 71 is the Goddess 7 woman i.e. Venus. Thus we have 11 woman woman of Had, two women resultant in the division for love’s sake of the Goddess. She could only produce another woman because this is a virgin birth so she can only reproduce herself she cannot produce a man. It is only when she beholds herself that she can produce another. The reason for this is that Nuit78 = 7=O 1 8=O both concepts are equal to nothing but if they were a perfect nothing then there would be no manifestation. The fact that nothing can be represented by several numbers indicates that she is not perfect, when she beholds her imperfection she longs for perfection, for what is missing, this creates the Sun and ultimately MAN=36. This number symbolises the Triune3 Law6. The two Goddesses and man = 3. Woman is 46 the law of Quadrature woman, the female demonstrates the law of 4 or the seasons on Earth.

The next number is 21. This is the lion woman symbolised by the strength card in the Tarot, the woman leading the lion 2=TWO=34=LEO 1=ONE=46=WOMAN. Tradition has it that this card represents Mary Magdalene and the Lion of Judea. The number 21 = M EQ. M is the initial of Magdalene. This letter has great significance to occult orders. There has always been a tradition among initiates that each lodge of an initiated order has the initials MMM or MM to conceal the Magdalene connection. The Abrahadabra section in 2:76 also reveals this with MOR or 21 0 12. The R=12 is M21 reversed or < > O < > symbol of the first creation.

Thirty-one is the number of Nu=31. The unity of the woman of the trinity of 1+1+Sun expressed as a woman ‘‘Nu the hiding of Hadit58’’. Hadit is the tree of heaven. 5=S 8=infinity. Hadit is infinitely small. The first form of matter S the wave going in both directions. Hadit is infinite or partakes of Nothing signified by the 8. ‘‘Nu the hiding of Hadit’’ HADIT=58 = S(8) S = nu joined up or NU. Nu is the building block of the idea of creation, the waveform. All matter is ultimately a waveform or an interference in the uniformity of space. Nu conceals Hadit the infinitely small particle is concealed in a waveform Nu the hiding of Hadit. HIDING=81 : 81 is the infinite woman. The concealed one. Nu the ‘‘concealed one’’ of Hadit. Nu cannot be seen and yet she exists. The waveforms of matter cannot be seen because they are smaller than anything that can be used to illuminate them. A waveform must always be used to view another waveform. It is said in 2:3 that ‘‘she shall be known and I never’’. Waveforms are known but the ultimate disturbance in creation that is responsible for manifestation can never be known, if it was then the whole universe would cease to be. The word known as in Greek must be used to interpret this section.

The next woman to consider is 41. The woman who expresses all phenomena dependent on the number 4. The elements, seasons. HER=41=LGMO. She is well and truly in the unmanifest concealed by the light of the Sun. Incidentally the whole of the unmanifest is concealed by the light of the Sun, this is the reason why Christ says that ‘nobody can get to the father except by me’, the way to the unmanifest is via Tiphareth or the Sun. This woman then is the woman of the Cross, the female Christ in the unmanifest that governs nature. The four gives us Birth life reproduction and Death, giving the false idea of sacrifice indicated by the plant dying that the seeds may live. The idea that there is a need for the death of the plants that the harvest may be gathered is resonated hideously by the sacrificed God of Christianity. Jesus never dies, he is not identical with the plant as in Christianity but with the spirit of life. It is the spirit of life that creates the seed, it never changes but goes from form to form. HER=41=SAVE. The idea of a Saviour is implicit in the word SAVE but there is no grace or guilt in this, it is simply the life that gave the plant that gives the seed that SAVES or preserves the species. Christ was only illustrating the manner of life required to preserve life on this planet. He knew that war battle and greed could destroy the world. He as the spirit of life was outraged by man’s behaviour, and came to give the law. The actual crucifixion was only a formality because while in life Christ is always crucified on the Cross of matter. Indeed Jesus is life itself as signified by his number JESUS=68=LIFE.

With the number 51 we meet the woman of the pentagram. 51=ONES i.e. ONE=WOMAN S=5. The number 5=S indicates the serpent or snake. 51 then is the snake woman. THE SNAKE=107=SUN+VENUS. We know that the pentagram is created by the conjunction of Sun and Venus. It takes eight years for them to make the perfect pentagram. The woman of the snake is Kundalini who must purify humanity before she can ascend the body of man and unite with herself in the highest Chakra. She has the task of adjusting humanity, she is seen by humanity as sorrows=51 and sorry=51 because she causes change and death. She can be said to be the universe =SERPENT=131=5, that continuous state of change that is the universe, the provoker and sustainer of SORROWS=51 to all those who resist that change.

In Hebrew the number 61 is equal to AIN or Nothing. In EQ 6=LAW. The woman who has the law concealed within herself. 61=AMEN LOVELY NAME and so on. The word AMEN is amusing because it signifies Hermaphroditic men A=1=WOMAN MEN and means the ultimate end of all things AMEN, that man should have the nature of woman. 61 the law of woman is love, she is the expression of the division for love’s sake. LOVELY=61 well of course the woman who embodies the universal law is going to be lovely and she will express the RULES=61 of existence. She is the secret and most sacred NAME=61 that conceals the law of creation. The number 6 is the symbol of the erect serpent, the universal Kundalini once more united with its source in heaven. The reunion through love of the division, divided for that purpose.

Seventy-one is the number of VENUS=71 the Goddess made manifest in woman is the planet Venus who bestows all the qualities of beauty in astrology. The great Goddess expressed in woman, the woman whose love is eternal. AGELONG=71=FAERY GLOBED HEARTS PILLARS STYLE SURPASS VICE. All these words obviously partake of Venus. Perhaps HEARTS needs some explanation. All hearts express love, even hatred is an expression of love because to hate something vehemently means that you love something else more. The man who hates violence loves peace more. The man who hates injustice is a lover of justice. So hatred in the heart is not actually hatred but love, that is why both love and hatred cause the same warm glow in the heart. When looking at the word HATE in Al it is wise to understand this.

81 is the eternal woman whose word is TRUTH=81 revealed by the STELE=81. She is the ultimate IMAGE=81 that is to be worshipped. It is said ‘‘Set up MY IMAGE in the East’’> MY=36=SUN=MAN. This means setup the ideal image of woman that can be expressed by man, the woman clothed with the Sun is the most beautiful and illuminating of woman. MY IMAGE=117 this is the Kether of manifestation the duality of GEMINI The woman clothed with the Sun. 181=UNUTTERABLE in other words unborn. 81 is the the eternal woman 81=HIDING she always conceals her true nature and motives as a human woman seeks to do.

91 the illusion of woman 91=HERSELF. A woman has no self in the way a man has she is an illusion. She will conceal herself with this woman to do the will of the Goddess by being whatever a man wants her to be hence 91=VEILED APPEAR WITHIN all words of this illusory female. The woman of glamour who conceals her true nature by giving an image of herself that is acceptable to man so that she will avail. AVAILETH=91, and yet by this illusion she may provoke dishonesty and therefore may be seen as an OUTCAST=91.Her illusion is of eternal beauty the fresh beauty of spring=91. Reflected in a woman’s desire for eternally youthful beauty. The Goddess has spoken and the 91 woman is the answer to what the Goddess needs ANSWERED=91 as in ‘‘So she answered HIM’’. In this sense SO=12=R the first letter after Zero in 2:76 the first precursor of manifestation. The word SO is + and - combined in S O or the yin-yang symbol that will manifest in the four elements HIM=48 the infinite elements of manifestation.

With the number 101 we have reached the end of the simple concepts of woman. 101 is the symbol of woman and woman divided by the infinity of nothing. The woman divided for love’s sake 101=MISERY the misery of division and yet this division is DIVINE=101=ELEVEN. The division is by the number of ELEVEN as this Qaballa attests. I is the MYSTIC=101 number that is responsible for the beginning of manifestation. It is a voyage of discovery DISCOVER=101 ie MYSTIC from MYSTERY and ACHIEVE=101 as in ‘‘Achieve Hadit’’. Well then she would wouldn’t she!111=DIVISION The Three women of humanity including that law of the three, the one who will reveal woman to herself 36=MAN The law6 of 111. Man divides woman from woman and is the instrument of her reunion. DIVIDE=93 UNITY=93.

The numbers preceded by a 1 i.e. 11, 12, 13 etc are woman manifesting the power of the subsequent number as opposed to the previous section where that force acts through a woman. She is taking this power from her own nature which is divine but tainted by her humanity or so it would seem to the uninitiated. To the eyes of the Initiate she is merely dancing the dance of life to make our existence on Earth more amusing. The number 16 for example = WAR The Law6 of woman is war? Well of course it is, she is the one that the Suitors eternally fight over.